Thursday, April 23, 2009

A Favorite of Mine

Miracle

Like some old-fashioned miracle
When Summertime is done,
Seems Summer’s recollection
And the affairs of June.
As infinite tradition
As Cinderella’s bays,
Or little John of Lincoln Green,
Or Bluebeard’s galleries.
Her Bees have a fictitious hum,
Her Blossoms, like a dream,
Elate—until we almost weep
So plausible they seem.
Her Memories like strains—review—
When Orchestra is dumb,
The Violin in baize replaced
And Ear and Heaven numb.

-Emily C.

When I first read this poem, i didn't quite get what it was talking about, but I liked the rhymes and the almost-rhymes, so I tried to figure it out. I realized it meant how everything seems to be put on hold when summer ends, like time is stopped and we can survive on memories until the summer comes again. I found that I agree withf that and this little poem captures that feeling well.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

"It is difficult to get the news from poetry, yet men die miserably every day for lack of what is found there." - William Carlos Williams

The first time I read this quote, my brain screeched to a halt. What does that mean???? But slowly, I figured out what Mr. Williams may have been trying to say. He does not mean that poetry kills people. This is a metaphor. He means that people who don't put in the effort to find this "news" within poetry, which is most likely the shallower and deeper meanings within the stanzas, lose something. They are missing or lacking in their mindsets, which causes them to "die" in a symbolic sense. The people who deny themselves the depth of poetry "starve," which we can all agree, is a miserable way to "die."

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Successful Life


This morning I blew out fifty-seven birthday candles, fifty-six to show my age and one for good luck. My husband of thirty years was behind me, his hands held back my long, dark-brown hair from the flickering flames as I leaned down and made a wish. I wished for my two eldest sons good luck in their lives in and out of college. I wished my baby girl, though at nineteen she isn't so much a baby anymore, to find happiness in her last summer before college and that that boy she's dating wises up. I wished my youngest brother, who just had his second child last week, a happy parenthood, like I have had. I wished for my husband to get that promotion at the Hospital. But most of all, I wished to be sixteen again, so that I could do it all over again.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Object Description: Show don't Tell

It's my best friend and my bitterest enemy. The circular design hides the intricate inner workings. I watch it, beg with it, argue with it. It's answers come in ticks and lurches. Perhaps my pleas will be answered today and the ticks will seem to increase in speed. Yet other days, my enemy will look to torment me, slowing its movements until it seems the world itself has stopped its spinning and time stands still. The symbols etched into its surface are simple, elegant, and I praise it for its clarity. A splash of red teases the eyes and adds interest in an otherwise black and white world. I would be lost in an endless moment should it ever abandon me, yet I anxiously wait to race away from it, to leave it behind in a dash to return to my home. But my conscious is eased, or un-eased, as I know I will quickly return to spend more time with my friend, my enemy.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Short Stories


It isn't often that you find a good short story. One that, in fewer lines than you believe it could have taken, makes your world tilt just a little bit. Not a lot, but enough that you have to sit back, rub your eyes, and think about something in a way you never had before. I have had the distinct pleasure of reading two such stories in one day. The stories themselves, like all short stories, seem to be completely different and unrelated upon first glance, but deeper thought reveals connections and similarities. 

The first story was one of a poor, African American mother and her two daughters. They live in what many of us would call a hut, but larger, on a farm in the South. The mother is a sturdy, man-like woman with nearly no education, yet holds a great sense of fairness and kindness for her family and others. Her youngest daughter, Mattie, is a shy young woman with self-confidence issues that most likely stem from the mental and phsical scarring she recieved during a fire in the fmily's previous home. All the same, Mattie comes across as caring and self-sacrificing, though it is unsure whether the self-sacrificing is from her lack of confidence or a giving nature. Yet, in comparison, the eldest daughter, Dee, is nothing more than a self-absorbed brat who is more concerned about her status in the world than her family. When Dee returns to visit her mother and sister, she is only there to use them. She wishes to gather "artifacts" to represent her African heritage. It was so strange to me, because even though I too realized that Mattie and her mother were living in almost 2nd-world conditions, the fact in no way gave Dee the right to exploit them. 

The second story titled Cathedral, by Raymond Carver, is written in a completely different style than the first story. It is written from the view point of a man whose wife has invited her friend, an old, blind man, to visit them. The husband, whose name you never find out, is unsure to the point of being against the blind man coming to their home. His idea of such a person is one that is created directly from hollywood and imagines the experience to be uncomfortable and unpleasant. This, I find, is similar to the first story. Not so much as parallel to the thoughts of a character, but to my own thoughts. In the beginning of the first short story, I imagined a small shack with a dirt yard, something like I had seen of the farms of poorer countries on television. Already, I had an image and an expectation for how the story would play out, much like the husband does. As Cathedral progresses, the husband discovers that his previous prediction was quite far from the mark. The visit goes well, only awkward in the very beginning, and the husband's preconceived notions are quickly tossed aside, some by choice and others by necessity. 

This too is similar to my experience to the first story. The ending was so far from what I had expected that I read the last paragraph twice before accepting the truth. I think that these two stories, while so very different, both teach the same message (as all short stories seem to have one). The message is that one should always be open to new concepts and ideas, or else one might oneself in a situation like the husband, alone with a blind man and nothing but shattered preconceptions to go by.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

The "Bad" Secret


I've had a good amount of experience with secrets; keeping them, finding them, having them, and so on. This experience is mostly from my elementary school years when my friends and I were wrapped up in all the little things like who your best friend was (It's her and not you!), which boy wanted to hold your hand (Ack! Cooties!), how mean your friend was acting (She called me dumb!) or who stole your yogurt at lunch (A serious offense). At some point, lets say fourth grade, two of my best friends were fighting. I, being young and curious, asked one of them (lets call her Friend A) what was going on. She told me that our other friend (Friend B) was bothering her (Friend A) because she wouldn't tell why she wasn't at the birthday party on friday. I nodded because that made perfect sense and didn't press any farther. 

But then, for a reason that still escapes me, she (Friend A) told me her secret, claiming that I could be trusted. This secret (fairly large for a fourth grader) was one that would be bad if Friend B found out, so I agreed not to tell. Yet, for the next few days I couldn't get rid of the butterflies in my stomach that came every time I saw Friend B. I stayed up late worrying, my grades dropped a little, and even my mom started asking if everything was okay. 

It all worked out in the end (we were in fourth grade, it's amazing it lasted the week), but I still remember the feeling of keeping a secret you never wanted in the first place.

Monday, January 5, 2009

New Year's Resolution


For many, the start of the New Year is the time to shake off the baggage of the previous 365 days and start anew. One way to do this is through resolutions or goals to reach during or at the end of this shinning new year. 

My New Year's Resolution: Get in shape!

While it may not be original, it is something I feel I must try harder to do this year as the knowledge that I'm not looking my best is beginning to bother me. I have already begun by signing up at a near-by gym and I am trying to figure out a schedule to keep me going there. This ties into eating better and trying to be healthier in my lifestyle.